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Mexican Standoff

Life can be strange even for REAL Green that seeks surreal for footing.  I have been rereading all my writings that go back to August 6, 2019.  For several years I published something weekly so I have a pile of paper.  I am doing this to leave something on paper for somebody someday.  In my opinion the digital will deteriorate quickly.  Paper has a much longer shelf life.  I am not a writer.  I am more a modern-day green shaman living on the edge of civilization which for me is spiritual not physical.  Physically I am just a normal guy albeit a bit odd.

I am amazed at how relevant and useful my writings are.  I have not revisited my writings until a few weeks ago because I am not a writer, so I feel a kind of disappointment at what I have written as less than quality.  Yet, rereading what I wrote turned out to be a real pleasure.  In fact, I feel inspired by the forces of nature that I allowed to flow through me.  Being a green shaman means embracing the land and its low-level power.  What I wrote was what this power pushed me to write.  It is from this power not me.

Yea, that sounds nutter and is but look around you and at all the nutter that is nuttier.  I find modern life absurd mainly because I live in the surreal of REAL Green.  I see things differently because I live a way of life that purposely is a satire of modern life we are so proud of. 

I remain anonymous and desire no reward not that REAL Green is worth anything.  This is mainly because I do not feel any of this is mine.  I do not want to win the lottery.  I am more interested in seeking simplicity.  I seek a wisdom of less.  I want no recognition even if REAL Green amounted to anything.

Anyway, the reason I am posting this latest post is the odd occurrence of multiple articles on the current Iran conflict coinciding with my present position of rereading my REAL Green posts (see end for articles).  I just finished 3 posts that discuss collapse from December 2021. 

Collapse Chronicles
All-Down
Green Decline

These posts are very timely and worth a read.  I did not go into detail about collapse because there are so many possible locations, degrees and durations.  There are large books in my library on the subject.  I chose to REAL Green it instead.

Collapse is a process and it is active currently.  I call it the decline process.  It should be mentioned that decline is much more rapid than growth because of the turbulence of the forces of chaos which are abandonment, dysfunction, and irrational.  There is no formula for this, but this process is not all noise.  There is also signal and REAL Green seeks the signal that is a fractal of the sacred.

I am rereading REAL Green collapse posts, and we are now in a very dangerous time.  More dangerous than Covid which was a grand elite lie of the globalist left.  The dangers are hinted at in the news.  There are clear facts about what is going on.  These facts are dealt with in a cavalier detached way.  Markets are at all time highs to make this time even more absurd.  It centers around the significant fossil fuel resources in the middle east being restricted and in danger of being destroyed. 

We as a civilization are pushing energy boundaries.  It reminds me of Chernobyl.  They tested that system and lost control.  If the energy systems of the world get drawn down too far there could be some dangerous results which is obvious.  We have never gone this far which is less obvious.  This may be nothing but worth reflection, nonetheless.

It appears last I looked that a memo of understanding has been agreed upon but that memo is different for each side.  Even if this energy bottleneck is resolved there will be problems for many months.  This is an example of Peak Oil but not the geologic but instead the economic and geopolitical.  Peak oil is alive and well but scoffed at these days. 

If this restriction  is not resolved there could be a systematic bifurcation where localized energy failures that propagate.  In this global world of unstable confidence and just in time value chains this is not something to take lightly.  Always remember confidence is liquidity.

The fact that we got to this point should be a wake-up call for some of you of the realities of a world running into a brick wall.  My latest posts were on AI which I feel is a bubble that will burst.  The sooner the better.  If AI proceeds too far it will not be the machine that takes over and kills us.

 AI will be the slow boil of losing education, skills, and human networks given over to the machine for safe keeping that risks a waking up one day to a world of dysfunction because the machine quit working.  Complexity and complicated have a sweet spot.  An AI world to me is a world teetering on collapse the more it is incorporated into our daily lives.  Oil is similar in that things quit when it quits.  Oil is finite and located poorly.

I recommend REAL Green for those who can and have the right stuff.  I am a REAL Green master of green prepping, but I am no longer what I was.  I am now in my early 60s and slowing down.  I have lots of built-up infrastructure and experience but a lot less energy.  My 18 year old boys have the energy and muscle but not much interest.  Basically, I am just a preacher of this way of life now.  I am keeping up with my permaculture homestead but just barely.  I don’t see me continuing this effort into my 70s.

So, I am going to end this by saying very few of you can be REAL Green.  Even fewer with the right stuff will do it because it is a road of much sacrifice with mostly a spiritual reward.  I am not even recommending this for many people because unless the lifestyle appeals to you if will be a downcycle of personal value.  I will say this if you are enjoying life, give thanks for all those special things you have right here right now because they might be gone tomorrow.

Reading list:

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/when-grid-dies-how-single-blackout-could-unravel-modern-world

https://www.zerohedge.com/markets/meet-americas-largest-doomsday-bunker-community

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/why-stable-systems-fail-illusion-institutional-control

https://www.zerohedge.com/markets/japan-crude-imports-fall-66-record-low

Underestimating the Challenges of Avoiding a Ghastly Future
Life without oil: The Strait of Hormuz crisis is a warning for global systems under strain

Everyone should read what this Exxon executive has to say about the oil price surge coming in the next 2 weeks…

#324: The looming crash | Surplus Energy Economics

6 years ago

I wanted to give you all a quick update and repost a very good summation of REAL Green from 6 years ago.  I have been reading all my posts and printing them off.  I am putting them in an old green box I found on Ebay.  I will also include in this box all the digital research, both written and pictures of my efforts since 2003 when my awakening occurred.

I am doing this to leave something for my kids.  Maybe my grandchildren or great grandchildren will care.  I personally feel they will be confronted by what I have written about.  The decline process is alive and well.  It is increasingly disguised by magical technology that is just hastening the pace.  This process is self-organizing and can only be adapted around the margins, which is exactly what REAL Green focuses on.

I am getting older and weaker.  Both my mind and body are diminished but my wisdom has increased.  Wisdom in this respect is what knowledge and activities are kept and rejected.  So much knowledge and so many opportunities are available in modern life so a wisdom of what to keep and what to reject may be one of the highest principles of REAL Green in this time of the “Singularity”.  I consider the Singularity to be anti-life hence a destroyer of worlds.

I am focused on my faith, family, and farm wrapped up in mysticism.  My faith is an amalgamation of the Osage Tribal past and Christianity.  These go together in a REAL Green way because a return to the land with Christian principals of the community is warranted to address the decline process.  Family is embraced as my duty to protect and support as a man.  I believe this expression is in our DNA.  Farm is my homestead but also my neighbors, which is about the local.   This focus is both spiritual and material, a duality that disappears in the sacred.

I continue to green prep and manage a REAL Green homestead.  My focus now is to bring my two boys into this.  If they choose that is great if not that is fine too.  REAL Green is about acceptance.  All I have done and all I have assembled may be wiped away by an estate sale when I die, LOL.  That’s OK because REAL Green is also Taoist.

I am not really writing these days or in serious research.  I try to live what I have spoken about in a time of great change.  I am leaving this blog open and watch what is being read.  This is open source so it is my hope that what I have expressed will influence others.  I want no credit for this because it is not mine.  It comes from my embrace of the sacred.  This is why I do not put my name to it.  Claim it if you like.

REAL Green New Years Message

I am a green prepper which means I am going low carbon and local for multiple reasons.  I care about the planet and I am seeking more resilience with sustainability.  I call it REAL Green realgreenadaptation.blog.  This starts with acceptance of a systematic decline process that is both with human civilization and the planet.  It springs forward as an optimistic pessimist.  This incongruous juxtaposition meshes by looking at the journey not the destination.  The journey is a departure into an alternative way of life.  The end is acceptance of a dying of the status quo we have been habituated to.  Once the stages of grief involving the decline of place and our way of life is accepted then one goes forth in a hybrid way to restore the local but with the help of the delocalizing global world.  This is again a juxtaposition and a tricky one.  One lives in a hybrid life of being in the status quo to leave it.

The world is now Anthropocene which means we are path dependent and carbon trapped.  Within this trap there is free choice to adapt and mitigate the decline of the planet and civilization by a hybridization of the best material and practices of pre-modern and the amazing advances of the modern.  Low carbon capture is the key to this but is also unsupportable for most without support from the status quo of making a living to pay the bills.  High volume and intensive efforts are required these days to succeed in agriculture they also destroy the harmony of the local environment.  This means you must pay to go low carbon.  You may be lucky to cover cost and your labor will go unrewarded.  Restoration efforts cost money and time without economic return likely for years if at all.

I do a multispecies rotational grazing operation with goats and cattle.  I do this with low stocking rates.  I chose this mix because my fields through years of being left to themselves have developed a polyculture pasture of numerous plant types IOW they are overgrown with invasives but also have rich stands of grasses both native and introduced, weeds, and brush.  Goats and cattle manage this pasture type well.  This allows me to greatly reduce diesel needs for mowing fields and lower significantly chemical use.  Chemicals are only used along fences and not every year.  I also do renewable power and biomass heating. This involves introducing modern elements of low carbon capture with excellent tech.   I am utilizing biomass in the fields with hay and animal grazing.  I have gone low horse power with collecting hay in small batches at optimum times.  I hope to get an electric tractor if one becomes available to be powered by solar.  I also have custom haying done by contractors mainly in an effort to have some fields adapted to hay production.  I do this operation along with land dedicated to natural growth for wildlife.  I have a garden, orchard, and grapes.  I have opened my farm to beekeepers with several hives.  I garden minimalist because I don’t have time to specialize.  I also have chickens.  I have livestock guardian dogs that also serve as potential security.

REAL Green involves doing the basics of prep with security, food storage, and basics of sheltering.  This way of life involves a triage effort of distancing oneself from delocalizing lifestyles that damage a healthy local.  This is done with a relative effort that does not damage status quo ties too much.  You do not want to alienate and destroy status quo connections that support your efforts.  Significant others can be alienated by radical efforts.  You do REAL Green under the radar screen but are honest with those who seek this way of life.   The basic REAL Green effort means primarily trying to limit the car and consumer culture when ever possible.  REAL Green is a relative effort which means you live in and out of the status quo.  This is both with relationships and with place.  The relative part is a balance of the status quo and the departure from it.  Your significant others will most likely not be committed REAL Green.  Your place is probably not REAL Green because of delocalization.  Yet, it might have the bones of a beautiful REAL Green monastery with a local both natural and human that can be restored.

Since we are Anthropocene dependent you must adapt to it to leave it.  You mitigate the worst of it but with the mentality of being trapped and dependent on it.  If you have the time and the resources you attempt to build a REAL Green monastery that is a manifestation of low carbon living and green prepping.  It is about knowledge and wisdom.  The knowledge is the best of the old and the new and the wisdom is choosing what to use and not to use.  In this day and age most of the wisdom is about what not to use and avoid.  This is also about building up something for the younger members of the family and local.  They will see the worst of the decline process.

This process is uncertain because of the nature of decline.  Decline involves abandonment, dysfunction, and the irrational so a cascading drop in economic activity and support is possible.  It is also possible this could be a drawn-out affair.  We are at the cusp of change with many exciting techs that offer constructive growth but within a time of overall destructive change.  This destructive change revolves around planetary decline and a late stage civilization creaking from overshoot of numbers and consumption.

REAL Green is local and individual but reaches out to community and ranges to affect as much local as one can but with the wisdom of localism as its mission.  This is about deep adaptation to shocks that involves attempts at resilience through relinquishment and restoration.  This is another incongruous juxtaposition that points to a paradox of living REAL Green.  To build up you must tear down just like nature does with succession and evolution.  You emulate the planet and thereby strengthen your local with the understanding we are now in succession both human and natural.  The planet will support you because this is the WAY. This means we are moving down a gradient of decline into a world that is altered by less complexity and more disruption.  New niches will be created as old ones are destroyed.  You position your REAL Green monastery to hopefully be a seed of change.  This is not a religion it is an add-on to your higher power that is your own personal quest for the truth integrated with the planet and its cycles.

Posted on January 1, 2020